As much as I try and pretend I am fine and all, (even when I don’t want to pretend sometimes) I am all torn and shattered inside by all the crisis that is happening in my life. There’s no way to restore it to the perfect state again, all that I can do is damage control. That’s how helpless I am.
#.nine
The reversed six some call;
The eternity they associate with;
The almost-perfect many say;
I'm the perfect nine he exclaims.
Nine wants to be nine, not the ten they proclaim perfect.
im'perfect nine.
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